It aint that serious...

This year is only in it's second month and it's already been the longest year of my life. Before I go on, I must first apologize for ignoring many of the important people in my life. Getting ready to become an adult has taken a major toll on me, but that is no excuse...please forgive me...it's my mind being stressed, but my heart will forever love you. Aight...so now that I'm working on restoring relationships that I have neglected I feel much better.

I don't think I've ever been so upset! On Saturday, I was too through, my reserve nerves were all gone, and I coulda easily banged somewhere. Aight...I woke up bright and earlier to take the LSATs...on my walk over to UPenn, crazy men kept stopping me. I was nice enough to say hello, but dag I had someone to be and I was not about to let some strangers derail me from my destiny. The LSATs were long and difficult, I gave it to God so it's all in His hands now. After leaving the LSATs I was hungry...I went to get some food and had to wait over an hour for my meal. Aight, it time to relax before I go out and celebrate some birthdays. NO! my boss called and asked me to come to work, the money pays my bills, so I got up and went to work. Finally it's 10 o'clock and I'm on my way home. Not on my way home to chill, but to cook some food. The food is finally done and it's going on midnight...hopefully I can make it to the party before my boy's birthday is over...but I did see him earlier so it's all good. People enjoyed the chicken, I aint even get none. I have decided not to drink for awhile, so I was dancing a bit and having conversations with people. Other folks were taking down the alcohol like it was water...not a good idea. So than...somebody throws up!...and who's there to clean up the mess, my girl M and myself. That was some nasty mess. So instead of kicking back at 2am...we were cleaning up vomit! I aint mad, cuz this is what I do for friends...but wow...I'm just tired. Sometimes I'm tired of being their for people, but feeling like I never get that in return. People getting mad at me cuz I truly don't have time to listen to them whine. Come on people, stop complaining all the time, we all got issues, things going on...stop making your issues, the issues of the century. If you stop making it so serious, it won't be so serious...