Monday, March 14, 2005

Erica Renee...

I can barely compose myself to write this post...

My dear Er,

I love you so much!!! You have inspired me over these past several years to be the best person I can be. You have encouraged me to love myself no matter what others may say. Many people don't know all of the internal demons I battle with on a daily basis...you give me the strength to the see the beauty I possess inside and outside. Next year is going be so very different...who am I gonna be able to talk to at 2:15 in the morning??? I'm not sad that I will be soon leaving, because I know we will share a lifetime of joy together. I mean, who else will be able to teach my children how to burn toast??!!! (lol) sike, I'm j/k I know you are on your way to being a culinary master! When I'm sick, you jump right into Nurse Robinson mode...and I thank you for that. My appreciation for all that you do and all that you are can never be expressed in words. I know you think of me as this strong person, fearless and able to face any...(and of course that's me). But no honestly, there have been times when I wanted to give up, life was so hard and my heart hurt...but your sweetness and gentle hugs, and the love of God that shines through you brought me to a better place. (oh my, I have to take a break from typing, the tears are crazy!!!) I love you Erica...and thank you so very much for being a friend and loving me even when I was unlovable. Never doubt the immeasurable impact that you have in people's lives...never doubt the gifts and talents God has placed in you. You are a world-changer. I am so proud to say that I know you. Keeping being you! Whether times are bad, good or great you know that you can count on me. Even though we will soon be separated by space, I truly believe God has connected our hearts for a lifetime. We've been through some interesting times together, I will carry the memories with me for a lifetime. Thank you for sharing you life with me.

LYLAS,
Zee

1 comment:

Tranquility826 said...

I love you Zee..I'm definitely bout to cry..I dunno what my life would've been like if I never met you, but I'm glad that I won't ever have to find out..we're forever linked..my sister from another mother, same father..JESUS!!!!