Monday, May 09, 2005

Always what you don't want

How about this guy really thinks Imma marry him. Ummm...I doubt it. He's about to be 23, has yet to GRADUATE from high school and works at Loews (at least this week, last week he worked at Sears). He lives with his mom, he rides the bus (barely knows how to do that). All around this guy really needs to get himself together. And than he says, "He's called to minster." Don't nobody want an uneducated, unachiever as a pastor...I think he feels that he's gonna get rich off a church and that just ain't right. I've know this guy since I was a little girl, I thought he was funny and cute (like a teddy bear)...but I also thought he was gonna do big things with his life...and not to say that he still won't...but sorry I don't have time to wait for you to GRADUATE from high school at the age of 23. He had no reasons behind dropping out of school five years ago, except the fact that he was tired of waking up and he didn't like his school (what the **ck)...now that is just lazy and stupid! So, you want to marry me?? I saw this guy yesterday when I want home to see my mother...He told me that I was looking beautiful as usual...and I of course said thank you. But he wouldn't stop hugging me and touching me! I really wanted him to leave me alone, but I didn't want to be mean to this guy because his is really sweet and he never did anything to me. He has always treated me like a princess and shown me the greatest amount of respect...but he has become a deadbeat as we have gotten older and I just can't put up with that. I believe their is a woman out their for him who will support the fact that he doesn't value education and that he wants to be a minister. I am the child of two ministers, I don't want to be the wife of a minister.... I value education and have worked hard to obtain mine and I'm not done yet! I have this guy falling all over me, but nothing about him is remotely attractive to me. His personality is boring and he doesn't like to socialize or have fun (because Christians don't 'act' like that), he looks as if he is about to drop a set of twins (use your imagination to get that visual), and like I have already said...he's not driven! Get an education, it isn't too late for him...but it's too late for us... (wow...in the middle of writting this, my phone rang...It's Him!) I could have all the love and attention I could have ever wanted from this guy, but I know he's not for me... but the one I want won't give me anything... (ain't that a *itch!)

2 comments:

Tranquility826 said...

Yea that is a b&*%#...But we musn't settle..now u kno if you were to even try to have anything with him because he treated you well and you didn't look at his education and lifestyle..you would drive yourself crazy..who wants to be supportin some n*&$%..it'll come!! you have no time for holdups and slackers...Ms. Esq ( i think that's how u do it..)

mrsajw said...

LOL, don't settle Z.