What if...

Someone asked me was I mad...and I had to say honestly no I'm not. Why be mad??? that would be a waste of good energy, energy I need to use to graduate, to get through the next few months, and to keep mind together these next few months. My girl and I were talking about 'what if' the other day. I heard this young lady say a poem...that was talking about 'coulda, shoula, woulda' and that really impacted me. Because we can't focus on what may have happened, or what might have been. We must live in the here and now. So what if I never transferred and left BMORE...I would not have such a wonderful group of friends. What if I never decided to talk to him...I would have never learned how strong I am. What if I never sacrificed for them...I would have never understand what true devotion meant. I'm thankful and grateful for every life lesson...because even though I've cried, I've been sad, I've been hurt...things could have been a lot worse, I could be dead! I choose not to focus on any negative things, I'm only focusing on all the positive things that are the result of my choices. Good things, great things, wonderful things...that's all I see, that's all I hear, that's all I believe!!!!! ....but when need be I will talk about things that have tried to destroy my positive...please believe I will share...